19 October 2007

Back Again

A loyal reader mentioned to me yesterday that I had not blogged in a while. I sat down today, determined to make sure that I did not continue to disappoint. I received my audition packet from my dream job via e-mail the other day. I do not feel, however, that I will be ready for the audition. Instead, I will be using the information gained to better prepare myself for future auditions. I also hope to meet with a local musician soon so as to further explore this musical possibility.
A question nags at me though. Are we ever really good enough? I ponder this question at work often. Do I work hard enough? Do I do a good enough job? And the same can go for other situations, such as; Do I love my wife enough, or, Am I a good enough husband, or say, am I a good enough friend? Am I a good enough Christian? My inner Wesley is always striving towards perfection, but I am also frustrated when perfection is not quickly found. Perhaps, more inward evaluation is necessary...

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